Heavy and gloomy.

Finally I made it to the fifth post. Yay. *sad face*

Aw, Carmen. Why the sad face?

*eyes filled with tears* Uni’s starting in four more days…

Four days, is long, and also short. Only 2 hours of sleep everyday, lousy and spicy food, for a week. Then camp at some freaking far place for a week, too. We’ll be half dead by then, how are we going to start class and lecture?! You suck. Blergh. I have a few gathering before orientation, with the band buddies and with a few of the SM1 people. Don’t feel like going, really. I’m feeling really down these days, and I just had a small fight with my mom, haven’t talked  to her for like a few hours. =/ I’m having serious mood swings. Please forgive me if I piss you off. Sorry..

I know I shouldn’t be feeling so upset. I’m just frustrated. There were many things I planned to do when this holiday first started, and I kept procrastinating, telling myself, “I’ll do it tomorrow.” And now here I am, staring off at the calender, thinking how am I gonna do whatever I haven’t done in the past three months. In the end I just gave up. I will never put off the things that I want to do, ever again. *lets cross your arms and see * ><

I am grateful, though. With Jesus by my side.

Come to me, all you who are weary burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Matthew 11:28-30

We humans are really weak. The orientation hasn’t started, and I’m already this worried. But how many times God has asked us not to be afraid and not to worry? Look at our big daddy, and His grace, which surpasses all things, will cover us.

Heaviness and gloominess, shoo shoo!


It’s easy to fool around, it’s harder to keep the faith

But I wanna settle down no matter what it takes

If I ever break your heart, if I ever do you wrong

I hope I never give you cause to doubt where you belong

If a million miles were between us

I’d want you to know

If I had to drive all day, take that flight

Across this ocean, I’m coming home tonight

Don’t let it play on your mind

‘Cause my devotion is for all time

Some people want it all, some only want the fun

But I’m here to let you know that I’m all about the love

Some people let it show, some people wait too long

Well I’m gonna tell you now that you’re always number one

If a million miles were between us

I’d want you to know

If I had to drive all day, take that flight

Across this ocean, I’m coming home tonight

Don’t let it play on your mind

‘Cause my devotion is for all time


Dear God, I just want You to know, that You will always be my number one. I like being with You, I like talking to You, I like telling You things that You already knew, I just like You, everything You are.

The ultimate purpose.

No matter who we are

or what we do

we must praise.

Even when we are crippling inside

falling outside

when we are up


inside out

outside in

we must praise Him.

Praise God

for He is good.

Praise Him

for He is everything we need.

He’s our

strength to get up

tears of joy

wisdom in tests

courage in presentations

cold drink in summer

chicken soup in winter

flowers that bloom

air to breathe in

alarm in the morning

bolster to hug

light in the darkness

sunshine after the rain

rainbow with hidden treasure

big daddy

best friend

soothing melody

unmovable faith

solid rock

steady assurance

abiding promise

unending love

Simple yet uncommon.


Uni’s starting in six more days. With past memories and experiences, I really don’t wanna face what’s lying ahead of me. I know what’s going to happen, and more, I know who is going to face it with me. Thank God. (:

There is nothing to be afraid of actually. It’s not like I’m going there alone, it’s not like there is only me, it’s not like I’m the only person going through all these.

I shall get through this. With God.

The beginning of university signifies the beginning of a different world. Many say it’s complicating yet exciting; thrilling yet deceiving.

There is only one thing I wish to do — seek simplicity in the midst of all these. And I am sure I will. (:

Out of clutter, find simplicity.

From discord, find harmony.

In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

Albert Einstein

Yay for simplicity.

Yay for our God who makes simple things extraordinary



This is my first post in WordPress and I thought I should write something meaningful. I will still be using Blogspot, no worries. (: Just have the sudden whim to have another one on WordPress. Hahaa. Wanna know my blogspot address? Gotta find it yourself. :p Or maybe when I’m kind enough, I’ll tell you.

Notice the photo? Yea, of course you do. I really like that quote and I think it’s what every Christian should do. We are no ordinary people, you know. We are God’s children. And girls, in case you don’t know, you are a princess. Your dad is someone you don’t wanna mess with.

Who says you are not born with a silver spoon in your mouth?

Okay, maybe not.

But you are born with a crown on your head.

You are bought at an infinite price.

You are ransomed by grace.

You are crowned with righteousness.

You are looked at with loving eyes.

Loved eternally.

Embraced forever.