Finally I made it to the fifth post. Yay. *sad face*
Aw, Carmen. Why the sad face?
*eyes filled with tears* Uni’s starting in four more days…
Four days, is long, and also short. Only 2 hours of sleep everyday, lousy and spicy food, for a week. Then camp at some freaking far place for a week, too. We’ll be half dead by then, how are we going to start class and lecture?! You suck. Blergh. I have a few gathering before orientation, with the band buddies and with a few of the SM1 people. Don’t feel like going, really. I’m feeling really down these days, and I just had a small fight with my mom, haven’t talked to her for like a few hours. =/ I’m having serious mood swings. Please forgive me if I piss you off. Sorry..
I know I shouldn’t be feeling so upset. I’m just frustrated. There were many things I planned to do when this holiday first started, and I kept procrastinating, telling myself, “I’ll do it tomorrow.” And now here I am, staring off at the calender, thinking how am I gonna do whatever I haven’t done in the past three months. In the end I just gave up. I will never put off the things that I want to do, ever again. *lets cross your arms and see * ><
I am grateful, though. With Jesus by my side.
Come to me, all you who are weary burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
We humans are really weak. The orientation hasn’t started, and I’m already this worried. But how many times God has asked us not to be afraid and not to worry? Look at our big daddy, and His grace, which surpasses all things, will cover us.
Heaviness and gloominess, shoo shoo!